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Friday, September 24, 2010 // 8:14 PM

I dont know how to express that bottled up feeling in my heart.. I just dont know wads wrong with me these days.. sometimes im happy.. sad.. M i stucked up? I feel that i rather die or lock myself somewhere.. free from all these.. In school.. i treat ____ like as though she's invisible.. while she is trying to like.. apologise? That feeling may be like ' aiya dont care la' but to me it is like a big breakdown... i feel so helpless.. im like stucked up.. fucked up to those people in my life.. do they even deserve it? I've changed since primary school.. its the attitude.. I dont want hurt.. i dont want hate.. and i dont want ignorance too..  Im tired of this kind of life.. im TIRED.. God, i dont wanna play games anymore..  I just wan a life.. which i can call happy.. 
  If only these problems would go away.. just get lost.. 
                                                                                                                  
  






                                                                 Is this life just normal? 

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