You left just like that... i dont really know if u made everyone feel guilty.. but for sure.. you made me guilty.. with every step i walked.. i thought of you.. with every blink i made.. i thought of you.. everytime i breathe.. i just think of you..

Yesterday i was so da fucking mad at Mdm Tan .. go toilet also cannot.. then scold us..[mdm tan.. i know that you dont have bladder dont need to use the toilet, but the rest need rite?].. then jolene ask mdm tan whether she can go to the toilet.. then she ask her shut up.. Then after tat.. she wrote corrections on the whiteboard... i copy finish.. then she go and change the whole thing... then i have to rewrite.. MDM TAN.. can u use you brain to think whether that answer is correct anot before writing?!  I really wanted to crush the worksheet into a ball and then throw it at mdm tan's face ! This was the first time i was so angry with mdm tan .. After she left the class.. i keep cursing and swearing at her.. cursing her to fall down and her trolley wheel came out(srry mdm tan :P )

But she quite pitiful uh.. everytime people scold her.. bad words.. then she have to shout.. she already so old.. give in to her lar. Poor Mdm Tan.. she prepare for us worksheets.. teach us... yet we dont even give a damn.. almost every maths lesson.. she's standing in front.. scolding people..
Hmm.. wad would it be like if everybody is quiet in class.. ??

I dont know how to express that bottled up feeling in my heart.. I just dont know wads wrong with me these days.. sometimes im happy.. sad.. M i stucked up? I feel that i rather die or lock myself somewhere.. free from all these.. In school.. i treat ____ like as though she's invisible.. while she is trying to like.. apologise? That feeling may be like ' aiya dont care la' but to me it is like a big breakdown... i feel so helpless.. im like stucked up.. fucked up to those people in my life.. do they even deserve it? I've changed since primary school.. its the attitude.. I dont want hurt.. i dont want hate.. and i dont want ignorance too..  Im tired of this kind of life.. im TIRED.. God, i dont wanna play games anymore..  I just wan a life.. which i can call happy.. 
  If only these problems would go away.. just get lost.. 
                                                                                                                  
  






                                                                 Is this life just normal? 

 My life very stuck up... very boring.. almost every weekend is spent like this- sleep, eat, play computer, watch tv, bathe.. Its okay.. im used to it.. but what i hate is when mother compare my results with other people.. Ya lar.. i very stupid... You talk your mouth not pain.. ya i know... but my ear very pain.. Sigh... Then my brother also one kind.. Every time get me into trouble... i oso never do anything.. He do.. i kena scolded.. You hate me just say.. dun need to get me scolded.. I just wish that one day.. we'll switch lives.. I'll see how you feel... Now all i need is a fairy god mother.. and a wish to be granted.. MUAHAHAHA :p




                                                     

Betrayed.. Hatred.. Wadeva word i can use to describe you .. I dont give a FUCK to all thee.. but it's not like i can change that damn life of your's rite? You not happy with me you can say lar.. Dun need to beat round' the bush to say it.. I had TOTALLY ENUF OF YOU MAN! You don't need to show off.. act proud.. or even act like mother fuckers.. You dont even realize that you ain't sparing a thought for others.. If you think that its the end of us.. im all for it.. becuz i know that the love we had.. wasn't even true love.. I just wanna tell you.. if you happen to read this blog.. i srsly regret meeting you.. u bastard! All i request from you now is that just get a life of your own and stop poking your nose in other people lives!!!




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